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mood: depressed, overly thinking...

Since last Thursday, I have been thinking about my college career and the career that I am really trying to achieve. I feel like stopping from going to community college to transfer to Long Beach State. I mean I'll never have the money to commute to the school nor living near the school. I can't even get a place in Riverside! Let alone in Long Beach. I am going to drop my art class tomorrow and talk to a counselor about my decision. I might even just go for the illustration certificate program and hurry up and finish....(cont.)
 
 
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mood: very sick

Since late Monday, I  start not to feel so well. But with each day, it got worse. Today its not all that bad...I hope. Because I want to go to Castle Park tomorrow. Its for my sister's 14th birthday. I really wanna go. Well, see...

About the comics and other stuff, Curtis hasn't really let me do anything. Like I have a laundry list of things and chores to do and all he wants me to do is rest. And that's exactly what I'm trying to do. Aw! I hope I get better ASAP!! I have so many ideas and I really wanna get on the comics to be done and published!! F-U cold!!! I'm sorry it really makes me angry that I'm sick. On top of that, comics probably won't be done yet at all because my due date for my "master studies" [art class] is coming up close and I need to work on that. Well, see what happens... Talk to you all later!

XOXO,
Panda
 
 
It was just horrible. I know it though...God is testing me. I can get through this. I'm not really going to blab about it and then have you guys think I'm a constant downer. But there was some perks to the weekend. On Sunday, we went to L.A.(ish) to go to Marukai. Its a Japanese grocery store. Its just freaking cool! All the different kinds of things you can find there! Toys, kitchen stuff, snacks, school supplies, and all the FOOD! LOL I just love it! Here are all the things that I bought.

  1. Cheetos-like chips
  2. Panda lollipops
  3. Chocolate pocky
  4. Duruma
  5. electric eraser
  6. eye lash glue
  7. nail polish
  8. Rice crackers chip-like snack
  9. Dip-able pocky
  10. melon bread keychain and smells like it too!
  11. acual melon bread
  12. same as 1, just accidentally numbered it again...sorry
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well, that's all for now. Talk to you soon!

XOXO,
Panda
 
WTF?! 03/06/2010
 
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mood: happy, but then devastated

Yesterday was a good day...
I updated my laptop to Windows 7 and I wanted to play with it once I got home. The next thing I know is that ALL my pictures are...GONE!! Taking pictures and having them to look back to and share them with others...they ARE everything to me!! I broke down so hard that my head began to hurt and feeling very light headed. But Curtis is trying to recover my pictures using some photo recovery program...I just hope it does. And if not Ni-chan's (my cousin) boyfriend can.  Yay!

So, right now I'm using Curtis' net book. And I'm feeling so horrible right now because I really wanted and needed to work and upload comics for you all. With the program trying to recover the photos (including the rough drafts of the upcoming comics), I can't really do anything while its doing that. I really wanna apologize to you all and for the promised tutorial not being up as well. I mean right now I'm using the net book, but the the screen is so tiny and it will be very difficult to draw on such a tiny screen. MY laptop is a 15" screen. So, much better to draw in that size. I'm just saying. Well, I'm going to try to set up the tutorial blog as much as I can before Monday. Well that's all for now! Talk to you all later!!

XOXO,
Panda
 
 
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mood: Stressed Out

AHHHHHHHHHH!!! Really. I hate how school just has to get in the way. Just a little too much. Recently, (actually today) English class, I just got assigned an essay and its due a week from today. Not just the rough draft and then final and that's it.... He wants rough and final draft, 2 pre-writes, an outline, and a self-evaluation paragraph. All due in a week. I thinking OMG! I mean there are stuff I need to do! Like comics*....HELLO! Does he think people have nothing else to do?! LOL. But there's college for ya.

I just don't even wanna get started on art class. Love it, but then hate it. Oh, its a class I have to take. Then I was invited to go to an amusement park this weekend with some cousins and I wanna go so bad!!! Which equals to doing homework a lot sooner than when its due and comic work day is this Saturday. After doing chores. (Yes, even living with fiance for over a year, the "wifey in training" has to do the daily chores). I'm actually thinking of making a tutorial blog this weekend. Not going to say of what, so you have to check in from Friday to Sunday to see when I post it. Well, I think that's all for now. Talk to you all soon!

XOXO,
Panda

*If you see I haven't updated, please don't be hesitant in asking what's going on. Then, I'll blog about and let you guys know what's going. Just comment to a blog post or something.