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mood: its too freakin' HOT!!!!
Oh....my....goodness!!!
I'm going to die....This is the only reason why I hate living in California. THE HEAT!!!  Its fine when it 83°F degrees or so. But 100°F and something...NOPE! not for me! And the house (its not my house) has no A/C! I'm trying to cool myself off with uchiwa fan, but I need to really work on the comics more than anything! (sorry you guys ^^;;;) Hopefully it cools down quickly today. Yesterday even the night was hot and didn't cool down 'til 4 in the morning! Well, talk to you all later!

XOXO,
Panda
 
Vegas! Was... 04/24/2010
 
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mood: excited, exhausted, and lucky

Vegas was pretty fun! I have plenty of comics to talk about it! LOL Curtis' grandma Kazuko came out to California to visit from Hawaii and she was cute and cool at the same time. Back to Vegas though...I just love the fact that I could gamble LOL!  Everyone that we went with lost their money while I won $66!! Hey its something! :3 There is some stories that are better off in a comic...and Imma get to that today. Well, talk to you later!

XOXO,
Panda
 
 
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mood: depressed

I don't really know if I wanna talk about it, but all I know is I had a bad day yesterday. So bad that when I got home, I looked for my CDs and played them loud enough and sing my lungs out like a drunk person. And crying at the same time. I guess it one way to release stress and depression. I kinda still feel the same. As much I like to have all my things planned out, I just have to accept that I have to make room for error. I'll leave this alone now so it doesn't become a downer. Well, I hope you all have a nice Spring Break (mine isn't until the 12th) and just be safe! Talk to you all later!

XOXO,
Panda
 
 
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mood: depressed, overly thinking...

Since last Thursday, I have been thinking about my college career and the career that I am really trying to achieve. I feel like stopping from going to community college to transfer to Long Beach State. I mean I'll never have the money to commute to the school nor living near the school. I can't even get a place in Riverside! Let alone in Long Beach. I am going to drop my art class tomorrow and talk to a counselor about my decision. I might even just go for the illustration certificate program and hurry up and finish....(cont.)
 
 
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mood: very sick

Since late Monday, I  start not to feel so well. But with each day, it got worse. Today its not all that bad...I hope. Because I want to go to Castle Park tomorrow. Its for my sister's 14th birthday. I really wanna go. Well, see...

About the comics and other stuff, Curtis hasn't really let me do anything. Like I have a laundry list of things and chores to do and all he wants me to do is rest. And that's exactly what I'm trying to do. Aw! I hope I get better ASAP!! I have so many ideas and I really wanna get on the comics to be done and published!! F-U cold!!! I'm sorry it really makes me angry that I'm sick. On top of that, comics probably won't be done yet at all because my due date for my "master studies" [art class] is coming up close and I need to work on that. Well, see what happens... Talk to you all later!

XOXO,
Panda
 
 
It was just horrible. I know it though...God is testing me. I can get through this. I'm not really going to blab about it and then have you guys think I'm a constant downer. But there was some perks to the weekend. On Sunday, we went to L.A.(ish) to go to Marukai. Its a Japanese grocery store. Its just freaking cool! All the different kinds of things you can find there! Toys, kitchen stuff, snacks, school supplies, and all the FOOD! LOL I just love it! Here are all the things that I bought.

  1. Cheetos-like chips
  2. Panda lollipops
  3. Chocolate pocky
  4. Duruma
  5. electric eraser
  6. eye lash glue
  7. nail polish
  8. Rice crackers chip-like snack
  9. Dip-able pocky
  10. melon bread keychain and smells like it too!
  11. acual melon bread
  12. same as 1, just accidentally numbered it again...sorry
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well, that's all for now. Talk to you soon!

XOXO,
Panda
 
 
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mood: Stressed Out

AHHHHHHHHHH!!! Really. I hate how school just has to get in the way. Just a little too much. Recently, (actually today) English class, I just got assigned an essay and its due a week from today. Not just the rough draft and then final and that's it.... He wants rough and final draft, 2 pre-writes, an outline, and a self-evaluation paragraph. All due in a week. I thinking OMG! I mean there are stuff I need to do! Like comics*....HELLO! Does he think people have nothing else to do?! LOL. But there's college for ya.

I just don't even wanna get started on art class. Love it, but then hate it. Oh, its a class I have to take. Then I was invited to go to an amusement park this weekend with some cousins and I wanna go so bad!!! Which equals to doing homework a lot sooner than when its due and comic work day is this Saturday. After doing chores. (Yes, even living with fiance for over a year, the "wifey in training" has to do the daily chores). I'm actually thinking of making a tutorial blog this weekend. Not going to say of what, so you have to check in from Friday to Sunday to see when I post it. Well, I think that's all for now. Talk to you all soon!

XOXO,
Panda

*If you see I haven't updated, please don't be hesitant in asking what's going on. Then, I'll blog about and let you guys know what's going. Just comment to a blog post or something. 
 
 
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mood: relaxed

Having classes all week, but Friday; really strains me. I'm very used to just going to school on Monday and Wednesday only. (sadly I just drifted off into testing my typing skills and it seems I can only type 36 words/minute   T-T).

Back to what I was saying...sorry that its about school, but gotta let it out. LOL.Well, art class is o.k. just realizing that color is harder than it looks (remember this is a college level class). The teacher wants to STARE and look for colors that are really there and aren't normally seen from a quick glance. Then English class is already turning into an "essay-based" class. Which to me is horrible. LOL. Well, that's all for now, talk to you all soon!

XOXO,
Panda
 
It Hurts... 02/21/2010
 
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mood: waaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!

Yesterday I was going to a family event. I was all happy and late at the same time...right when me and Curtis were getting in the car...I smashed my finger!! With my car door!! OMFG!!!!! It hurt and looked deformed and everything! But thank God it didn't fracture or break completely. I'd be in worse pain! But the good thing is it was left hand and not right. Or no drawing or writing be going on. Just trying to used it regularly hurts like hell!

In the end, my cousin let me borrow a finger brace which made it feel so much better throughout the night...and I had lots of fun catching up with my cousins who've missed sooo dearly. Well, that's all for now and need to do me English homework. Talk to you all soon!

XOXO,
Panda
 
 
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mood: tired

Well, yesterday was my first of day for the Spring semester and O...M....G!! I couldn't find parking for almost 40 minutes!! My art class started at 9:20 a.m. and I was still looking for parking even as my class already started!! How embarrassing! I hate showing up to class late and especially the first day. I almost wanted to cry. Panda is never late for stuff like this! Its either I'm going and arrive early or don't go at all!

Art class was pretty interesting. We're going to be using color. Sorry its a big deal to me because Beginning Drawing was ONLY black and white. Of course! I liked that a bit better. But that's just me.

Today, had English. The teacher was SUPER cool! We talked about how the class is going to run and stuff like that. Obviously we have a textbook assign for that class. Hell no am I going to buy it! Imma rent it! Chegg.com is the coolest thing ever! You rent your textbooks and just send them back when you're done! Ain't that cool?

Well, I must go and get ready to go to sleep because I must wake at the crack of dawn just to get a parking spot...talk to you all later!