I just Wouldn't Lie... 04/18/2010
There is sooooo much effing drama going on right now...I almost wanna kill myself! (But it ain't really worth it though...so don't worry I'm not going to do it ^-^ ). But bear with me please...I really need to clear my head out and hopefully I can work on comics ASAP without interruptions... XOXO, Panda What's New Panda?! 04/09/2010
 mood: excited Well, sorry for the wait on this one. There are several things to talk about. So, continue reading to find out what's new!
XOXO, Panda A Depressed Panda 04/04/2010
 mood: depressed I don't really know if I wanna talk about it, but all I know is I had a bad day yesterday. So bad that when I got home, I looked for my CDs and played them loud enough and sing my lungs out like a drunk person. And crying at the same time. I guess it one way to release stress and depression. I kinda still feel the same. As much I like to have all my things planned out, I just have to accept that I have to make room for error. I'll leave this alone now so it doesn't become a downer. Well, I hope you all have a nice Spring Break (mine isn't until the 12th) and just be safe! Talk to you all later! XOXO, Panda Side Track A Bit 04/02/2010
 mood: a tad disappointed Everything just became very chaotic in the past two weeks. A lot of thinking about my life and decisions I needed to make, but they ave already been made. I'm a tad disappointed in myself, but Ill be fine. Now that everything is almost done getting straighten out, its a little easier to think straight and get on top of the things that have to get done. Well, now I have like a whole bunch of essays due this week and then have spring break after wards...hopefully it well be the ultimate time for me to work my butt off on just comics. Well, that's all for now. Talk to you all soon. XOXO, Panda Panda Contradicting Herself... 03/22/2010
 mood: depressed, overly thinking... Since last Thursday, I have been thinking about my college career and the career that I am really trying to achieve. I feel like stopping from going to community college to transfer to Long Beach State. I mean I'll never have the money to commute to the school nor living near the school. I can't even get a place in Riverside! Let alone in Long Beach. I am going to drop my art class tomorrow and talk to a counselor about my decision. I might even just go for the illustration certificate program and hurry up and finish....(cont.) The Panda is Sick 03/13/2010
 mood: very sick Since late Monday, I start not to feel so well. But with each day, it got worse. Today its not all that bad...I hope. Because I want to go to Castle Park tomorrow. Its for my sister's 14th birthday. I really wanna go. Well, see... About the comics and other stuff, Curtis hasn't really let me do anything. Like I have a laundry list of things and chores to do and all he wants me to do is rest. And that's exactly what I'm trying to do. Aw! I hope I get better ASAP!! I have so many ideas and I really wanna get on the comics to be done and published!! F-U cold!!! I'm sorry it really makes me angry that I'm sick. On top of that, comics probably won't be done yet at all because my due date for my "master studies" [art class] is coming up close and I need to work on that. Well, see what happens... Talk to you all later! XOXO, Panda Such a Bad Weekend... 03/11/2010
It was just horrible. I know it though...God is testing me. I can get through this. I'm not really going to blab about it and then have you guys think I'm a constant downer. But there was some perks to the weekend. On Sunday, we went to L.A.(ish) to go to Marukai. Its a Japanese grocery store. Its just freaking cool! All the different kinds of things you can find there! Toys, kitchen stuff, snacks, school supplies, and all the FOOD! LOL I just love it! Here are all the things that I bought.
 well, that's all for now. Talk to you soon! XOXO, Panda WTF?! 03/06/2010
 mood: happy, but then devastated Yesterday was a good day... I updated my laptop to Windows 7 and I wanted to play with it once I got home. The next thing I know is that ALL my pictures are...GONE!! Taking pictures and having them to look back to and share them with others...they ARE everything to me!! I broke down so hard that my head began to hurt and feeling very light headed. But Curtis is trying to recover my pictures using some photo recovery program...I just hope it does. And if not Ni-chan's (my cousin) boyfriend can. Yay! So, right now I'm using Curtis' net book. And I'm feeling so horrible right now because I really wanted and needed to work and upload comics for you all. With the program trying to recover the photos (including the rough drafts of the upcoming comics), I can't really do anything while its doing that. I really wanna apologize to you all and for the promised tutorial not being up as well. I mean right now I'm using the net book, but the the screen is so tiny and it will be very difficult to draw on such a tiny screen. MY laptop is a 15" screen. So, much better to draw in that size. I'm just saying. Well, I'm going to try to set up the tutorial blog as much as I can before Monday. Well that's all for now! Talk to you all later!! XOXO, Panda A Very Full Week Ahead 03/03/2010
 mood: Stressed Out AHHHHHHHHHH!!! Really. I hate how school just has to get in the way. Just a little too much. Recently, (actually today) English class, I just got assigned an essay and its due a week from today. Not just the rough draft and then final and that's it.... He wants rough and final draft, 2 pre-writes, an outline, and a self-evaluation paragraph. All due in a week. I thinking OMG! I mean there are stuff I need to do! Like comics*....HELLO! Does he think people have nothing else to do?! LOL. But there's college for ya. I just don't even wanna get started on art class. Love it, but then hate it. Oh, its a class I have to take. Then I was invited to go to an amusement park this weekend with some cousins and I wanna go so bad!!! Which equals to doing homework a lot sooner than when its due and comic work day is this Saturday. After doing chores. (Yes, even living with fiance for over a year, the "wifey in training" has to do the daily chores). I'm actually thinking of making a tutorial blog this weekend. Not going to say of what, so you have to check in from Friday to Sunday to see when I post it. Well, I think that's all for now. Talk to you all soon! XOXO, Panda *If you see I haven't updated, please don't be hesitant in asking what's going on. Then, I'll blog about and let you guys know what's going. Just comment to a blog post or something. 2nd Week is Over... 02/25/2010
 mood: relaxed Having classes all week, but Friday; really strains me. I'm very used to just going to school on Monday and Wednesday only. (sadly I just drifted off into testing my typing skills and it seems I can only type 36 words/minute T-T). Back to what I was saying...sorry that its about school, but gotta let it out. LOL.Well, art class is o.k. just realizing that color is harder than it looks (remember this is a college level class). The teacher wants to STARE and look for colors that are really there and aren't normally seen from a quick glance. Then English class is already turning into an "essay-based" class. Which to me is horrible. LOL. Well, that's all for now, talk to you all soon! XOXO, Panda |
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